Thursday, January 26, 2012

Since when?

Having struggled through the couple of days that were known as NaNoWriMo, and finals. ... Blob of flesh coming through, please! -____-

although i have been so emotionally drained recently because of everything that seems to want to eat my face off. My metiphorical face. A face that can be eaten off from stressful things that seem to swim through my own life.

Lets start at the top of the agenda.
More currently, my sister [who is most likely reading this] has gotten herself a boyfriend. Someone that she relies fully on. Not saying that its a bad thing, seeing as most anyone would enjoy to have such a relationship with another that you could trust the other person completely. Although from all the things that i have observed i feel that it is something more than such a relationship. I don't hate the guy that she's chosen, i just don't enjoy the opinions he's supporting on his head. I don't enjoy the thought that people can become godly in a nother world from knowing everything. Maybe i just have to look into the Mormon religon more, but because of my church- i have seen the differences.

That takes us to the second item on the list
My geography teacher kills my soul. Muslims and Christians are not the same. And yet durring the lectures today as well as yesterday he kept pointing out the similarities between these completely different religons. I mean come. On. Although at this point in time I don't feel the need to explain how different they are.

And then.
So i've been attempting to gather friends around me, and after a whole half a year of attempting such a task it has been a complete waste. You see, i have figured out that people don't CARE if i actually attempt this task. Seeing as they don't have problems with such a little thing. Even though i've had problems with this after elementary school; after i was transfered to another district. Because of this event i havn't been able to get close to people because of the facts that people are only after another person to add to their clan. Another person to add on their 'Friend' list.
At this point in time i don't have a best friend.
I have confirmed this, and i don't see this changing any time soon.
All of my 'Best Friend's have betrayed me in one way or another, stabbing me in the back, or fading over that horizon and never making contact again.


So...
I guess thats the update at this point in time... ;n;

Oh right! Merry Christmas, Happy New Year, and whatever holiday that i can't remember off the top of my head ;u;

~Morby and Friends

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